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Courage
As Jesus fell three
times on the road to Calvary, would you not then fall a hundred times,
if necessary, to prove your love of Him by getting up with greater
strength than before you fell?
Many souls say:
"But I do not have the strength to achieve such a sacrifice." They
should do as I did: make a great effort. God never refuses this first
grace which gives the courage to act, after that the heart is
strengthened and one can go from victory to victory.
You make me
think of the little child who begins to stand, but still cannot walk.
Wanting to join its mother at the top of the stairs, it lifts its little
foot to take the first step. In vain! It always falls down without being
able to go forward. Well, be content to be like this little child. By
the practice of the virtues, lift your little foot to climb the
staircase of Holiness. You will not even arrive at the first step, but
God will only ask of you the right intention. Soon, you will overcome
your vain efforts, He will come down Himself, and you, wrapped in his
arms, will be carried to His kingdom.
My little way
is to be always happy, always smiling, as when I fall I am victorious.
Real happiness on earth
is to apply ourselves to finding the delights which Jesus gives us.
Love
Christ is my
love, He is my whole life.
To love
You as You love
me I would have to borrow Your love, only then could I rest.
For me, I do
not know any other way to arrive at perfection other than 'love' . . .
To love; our hearts are well made for that! .
To love is to give all
and to give all of one's self.
Oh! This
religion of ours is beautiful, instead of restricting hearts, as the
world thinks, it elevates them and makes them able to love, to love
almost infinitely, since it must continue after this life.
Yes this is how my life
will be consumed. I have no other means of proving my love for You other
than that of strewing flowers, that is, not allowing one little
sacrifice to escape, not one look, one word, profiting by all the
smallest things and doing them through love.
My
mortifications consisted in breaking my will, always so ready to impose
itself on others, in holding back a reply, in rendering little services
without recognition.
I do not want to pile
up merits for myself in Heaven, I want to work only for Your love, with
the single aim of pleasing You, of consoling Your Sacred Heart by making
You known to the hearts You love.
In order not
to judge everyone else, I want to have charitable thoughts, for Jesus
said: "Do not judge and you shall not be judged."
Jesus does not look so
much at the size of our actions nor their difficulty as at the love with
which they were done.
In all that
Jesus asks of us, He does not need our works, but only our love.
I understand that
without love, all works mean nothing, even the brightest . . .
I understood
that if the Church had a body composed of different members, the most
necessary and most noble of all could not be lacking to it, and so I
understood that the Church had a heart and that this heart was burning
with love.
I understood that love
made the members of the Church act. Love comprised all vocations, that
love was everything, that it embraced all times and places . . . in a
word, that it was eternal! O Jesus, my love, my vocation, at last I have
found it, my vocation is Love!
Mercy
What a sweet
joy it is to think that God is Just, i.e., that He takes into account
our weakness, that He is perfectly aware of our fragile nature. What
should I fear then?
I feel that if you
found a soul weaker and littler than mine, which is impossible, You
would be pleased to grant it still greater favors, provided it abandoned
itself with total trust to Your Infinite Mercy.
Yes, I feel
it; even though I had on my conscience all the sins that can be
committed, I would go, my heart broken with sorrow, and throw myself
into Jesus' arms, for I know how much He loves the prodigal child who
returns to Him . . .
Our Smallness
You are
mistaken if you think that little Thérèse
always goes with ardor along the path of virtue. She is weak and very
weak. Everyday she makes a new experiment of it. But Jesus likes to
teach her, as in St Paul, the science of glorifying in her infirmities.
This is a great grace and I ask Jesus to teach it to you, because only
there will one find peace and rest for the heart. When one sees one's
self as miserable, one does want to be considered and one looks only to
the Well-Loved!...
Sometimes we surprise
ourselves by wishing for something brilliant. Then we humbly place
ourselves with the imperfect ones, believing in our little hearts that
it is necessary for God to support us at every moment; when we are well
convinced of our nothingness, it closes the hand; yes, it is enough to
humiliate one's self, to gently support its imperfections. This is true
holiness!
Before, it
seemed to me that I stood for nothing, but since I understood the words
of Jesus, I see that on occasion I am quite imperfect.
When I myself fall like
a child, it again shows me my nothingness and I say to myself: what
would I make, what would I become, if I were relying on my own powers?
I beg
You to take from
me the freedom to displease You, if through weakness I sometimes fall
soon Your Divine gaze will purify my heart consuming all my
imperfections, like the fire which transforms everything into itself.
No, I do not
believe that I am a great saint! I believe myself to be a very small
saint, but I think that the Good Lord was pleased to put in me things
which created goodness within me and in others.
To believe one's self
to be imperfect and to find others perfect, this is happiness.
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